Overall: You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done.
Neuroticism: You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. You are not generally self conscious about yourself. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.
Extraversion: You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don’t go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.
Openness to Experience: Often you find the real world is too plain and ordinary for your liking, and you use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world for yourself. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking.
Agreeableness: You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don’t often talk yourself up much. You are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy.
Conscientiousness: You believe that you have the intelligence, common sense, drive, and self-control necessary for achieving success. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.
I just feel like crawling under a rock right now. My nose is so clogged, and my eyes feel like I’ve stapled weights to the lids. I have a headache that won’t go away, and I’m kind of hungry but am too weak to get up. I took some Tylenol just a moment ago, but I suppose it’ll take a while to kick in.
I’m proud to say that I’ve improved so much in school. I’m taking homework and projects so much more seriously, which is always a good sign. I’m definitely ready for high school. Bring it on mothesuckaahs.
Not too long ago, I tore my plantar fascia. The plantar fascia is shown in the above picture. Let me tell you, when I tore it it hurt like hell. Maybe even worse. I didn’t mind it after a while, but now it’s starting to hurt again, as if I tore it even further. I’m afraid I’m going to tear my achilles tendon. My sporty life would be ruined. Ugh.
Well I better finish reviewing for my math test tomorrow. Algebra 2 isn’t fun, lol. byebye
He was sitting in front of me during lunch today. He started banging a rhythm (yes, rhythm, not beat you idiot) and yelling “COCK” every few pounds. I couldn’t stop laughing and thought I was going to pass out. He was obnoxious, and everytime he yelled “COCK” it sounded like he was choking on something.
I’m starting to realize why she doesn’t like you. You’re quite a poser. Maybe I’m just saying that because I get annoyed easily, but either way you’re still a poser. You try too hard. Seriously. Go away.
I got hurt a lot today, but I was in a good mood. Nothing could bring me down. :)
I was late to orchestra, again, and found out that Mrs. Carpenter might be switching everyone to second hour orchestra. Sigh. I like PE second hour.
Today during the pacer, I twisted my ankle. It hurt. I don’t think Coach Howk likes me lol. She’s intimidating. It was so painful to even set my toe down.
I have a math test tomorrow. I hope I do well. I want to make my parents proud. My mom is convinced that I will one day become a doctor. Whenever she mentions it, I feel sort of bad because there’s a possibility that I may never live up to her expectations. I can imagine her saying, “I’m proud of you” but at the same time I can just as much imagine her saying, “I’m disappointed in you.”
I’m not enjoying LA like I used to. It’s probably because of the size/the people in the class. I remember last year how Dayna, Krisha, Alec and I would sit together at a table. We had the best time ever. I miss 7th grade. Oh well, I guess change is good, because then you’ll be thankful when things go back to the way you want them to be.
We have to take notes in SS. Madeline and I are the only ones that actually do work, but that’s fine. It’s not very hard, and I have an awesome group.
Spanish sucks. I didn’t mind it much last year, but this year I just wanna shoot everyone. Ugh. I hate Spanish. Can’t I just drop it? :)
Science isn’t as fun as it was last year either. Allegra hurt me a lot lol Rachael feels bad for me that I have Allegra as a partner :D
Once upon a time, it was after dinner. Mother had just finished making some pie. Yeah, I’m being serious. Some asians eat pie you know. Anyways, I love pie. I was so eager to eat it that I stuffed a piece in my mouth. I then choked on the fork, so now I’m only allowed to use spoons around her. Great, isn’t it? LOL
Learning to love yourself can put you in a great mood.
Seriously, I hate how some people down themselves and wonder why they’re so miserable. Even something as simple as looking in the mirror and liking what you see can set the mood for the rest of your day. Don’t reject a compliment, take it. Consider the fact that someone took the time to notice you. It feels great, doesn’t it?
It’s like… adding a bit of sugar to your strawberry is always better than drowning it in salt.